“Cancel the scan. Chloe needs that money more.”

My mother said those exact words to the emergency room doctor while I lay there on the cold gurney, my lungs gasping for air that wouldn’t come.

My heavy olive-drab canvas field jacket was draped over my legs, my fingers twitching against the rough fabric. It was a greasy, faded coat my father gave me when I first got my paramedic license, and I wore it everywhere.