After they left, I sat alone in the living room while the afternoon sunlight spread across the old wooden table. Five thousand dollars a month. Eight months. Forty thousand dollars.

That money could have fixed my leaking roof. It could have replaced the broken refrigerator that rattled like it was begging to die. It could have helped me live out my later years with some dignity instead of counting cans from the church pantry and thanking God for every loaf of donated bread.